lose you (in a movie)

What if we were in a movie?
In one of those
where life is always
pretty harsh
with everyone -
It seems like we are
And it
only plays with us
It fakes the life
Bizarre
Weird
Fictitious

I wish someone of those
who watches the movie
To finally convince me that this all
will somehow happily
be ended up
I can only hope
that will

I thought
that you does not exist
I thought
someone like you
can't even be real
But with all that
you suddenly do
You make the world around me
change

I hear them say
you can't be real
Whom do I have to believe?
When all that happened nearly each time
before
I've lost this all
And I still have something left in me
to keep losing
I can't lose you